August 17th, 2010
When I was a kid, Mom made every birthday special. She had parties. She decorated cakes. Well, this is a cake from before she taught herself how to decorate them. I’m sure it tasted good. And it was also the birthday when my (very young) aunt decided to cut my bangs. You see how that turned out.
Mom made beautiful cakes and I can’t believe how few pictures I have of them. I had a horse head cake one year, a cake wth little horses on it another year, a cinderella cake (with horses pulling an actual carriage). Yes, horses were the theme of my cakes.
Then, somewhere along the way, I started to pout at birthday parties that weren’t my own. I’m not putting the pictures of me at parties showing the various ways I could pout. But trust me, I did. I think Mom made birthday SO special that I wanted them to all be for me and all about ME.
I don’t do that anymore. Over the years I’ve had a fine time celebrating my birthday and others’ birthdays. I”m glad I’m here and I’m glad all the people in my life are here too. I feel pretty damn lucky. Today I celebrate my younger sister’s birthday, which is the day before mine. That’s us in this picture. Continuing the horse theme.
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July 17th, 2010
This guy greeted me this morning halfway up the block from our house. We’ve heard him calling every morning, all spring and into the summer. Fifteen years ago, when we first moved to here, a party of four peafowl roamed the neigh-borhood (I say “party” because that’s what a group of male and female “peafowl” are. I say “peafowl, ’cause that includes the “hens” and “cocks,” I say “c…” oh nevermind).
Over the years cars and coyotes and time have dwindled the party to this one lonely fellow (I wonder if he feels how I feel at the end of a party, I’m not an early departer, I always hating to leave early — I hate to miss something).
We hear him often, we see him occasionally. This summer, we’ve seen him most days, hanging out on one or another driveway. This morning, right when I came along, he opened his feathers. I had my camera, just hoping I’d run into him. It was like he knew. He did a few slow turns: front, side, back. This is the back view.
When I squatted down he came toward me, sideways in these tiny little steps. I don’t know if he was falling for the tinkly sounds my camera makes or if he was trying to scare me. If he was trying to scare me, well I’ve gotta say, “Mr. Peacock, my fine feathered friend (it is the perfect moment to use that phrase, isn’t it?), I’m not scared but I might be in love.”
As I walked on up the big hill, I could hear his strange call, something between a cat and a baby and an elephant.
He’s lonely. Do you have a friend for him?
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July 3rd, 2010
When I was a kid, the 4th of July was my favorite holiday. It still is, but only if I’m in Condon. Condon’s “Fabulous 4th” has everything a girl could want in a holiday — a parade, a buckaroo breakfast, fireworks, kids games (especially the money scramble), a street dance, a go cart race, a farmers’ market, they even have a tricycle race.
I got to be in the parade a few times. This picture is one of those times. I’m the first girl sitting (looking at the camera, of course) and my sister is the blonde one on the end.
We decided not to go home for the 4th this weekend and already I’m feeling the missing.
Here’s a story I wrote, inspired by the 4th of July in Condon: See the People on the Other Side ~ Originally published in Inkwell. Download PDF.
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June 25th, 2010

Well, as I secretly expected, I haven’t written much while on these travels. We’ve been in Italy and France and Switzerland. There is so much to see and do, the experience of different experiences, that I am not compelled to write, just to take it in. So I surrender, to the idea that I am gathering and storing things which will hide in various places of my memory. They will come out later, in some new form and find their way into stories. Things like the man in Italy with thick whorls of hair on each finger; the late night walk on the pier in Imperia where all the teenagers were celebrating the last day of school and we walked among them, invisible in our age; the duck in the water at the port in Rapaolo who demanded–DEMANDED!–bread, and all the fish followed her because she seemed to get what she asked for her; the sound of the harbor in Genoa–the freighters coming in and out; the thunderstorm in the early morning that sounded like railroad cars clashing into one another, the smell of fondue prepared especially for us in a chalet in the mountains; and the connections with friends–sometimes smooth, sometimes bumpy, but always rich because even when we are in places that are different and foreign, we are exactly who we are.
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June 6th, 2010
Packing for a long trip. WHEW. We leave tomorrow for Europe and I think I’ve got MORE than enough packed. As usual.
I did talk myself into taking one pair of pants out. That made my bag SO MUCH lighter. Or, it made room for something I’ll stick in at the last minute.
I’m taking my laptop and I plan to have some writing time. So you might hear from me. Or the revisions on my novel will hear from me. I always have great writing ideas when I travel — all the inspriration of a new place. But my brain sometimes goes very fuzzy on vacation, there are so many other things to do. Like lay in the sun, nap, read, talk, eat, see things. So if you don’t hear from me, you can assume I’m in the fuzzy zone.
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